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May 17, 2018, 12:20:22 PM
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my guard seems to be around me making sure i dont use my powers,not do things which would help my situation(problems with health,liver dehydration,left nerve knee damage,sofia also has health problem liver dehydration,thyroid ),making math not as easy as it should be(i have a feeling i can be very good at math),me and guards contact could better,this soul dont share things with me which i should know

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June 09, 2018, 06:05:18 PM
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I throw up everyday
Liver
Knee nerve
Sofia also throws up
Liver
Heart
Kidney
Blod pres
Thyroid
I get no medications Sofia only 2 blood pres thyroid
Bad doctors vets kill us when I know what is wrong nothing gets done about it
Sit is getting worse
I tried contacting spirits for help
I tried astral travel to quit staying in a body that hurt

June 11, 2018, 02:10:34 AM
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Hmmm, are you talking about a dog? (vet doctors, etc)?

June 14, 2018, 08:36:51 PM
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June 15, 2018, 01:45:13 AM
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June 18, 2018, 04:11:49 AM
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I have Sofia my cat
I have a guard which is keeping me from using powers

June 18, 2018, 12:52:26 PM
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I have Sofia my cat
I have a guard which is keeping me from using powers
Ah, ok, these are separate.
Anyway, the concept of the guardian is not new. Similar concept to what you've mentioned appears in Thelema as HGA (High Guardian Angel) and in Chaos Magick as Psychic Censor.
Out of curiosity, how old is your cat?

June 25, 2018, 03:56:41 PM
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June 25, 2018, 03:59:30 PM
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July 02, 2018, 07:13:02 AM
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My guard had been here several lifetimes
OK, could you give a little bit more detail on your guard? How do you know about the guard, what exactly does the guard do and what do you want to achieve?

July 03, 2018, 07:23:52 PM
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I have sensed the guard
The guard has been with me several lifetimes

The guard has more power than me I can't use my powers when guard does not want me to

July 03, 2018, 07:26:13 PM
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July 04, 2018, 02:12:50 AM
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I want to know more about guard myself sofia
OK. Have you checked the HGA or Psychic Censor I have mentioned before?

September 06, 2018, 06:52:07 PM
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In not getting health no Sofia
Med say come bak in 2 Mont


November 07, 2018, 12:16:36 PM
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I know guard is here
I desire progress

Government forces med for a diagnos I don't have
I have lived 26 years same place
Government harassed since I was 16
I can't leav
Biological father mother no generous
I don't want to live here
I don't want to live somewhere with med
I want to leave never come back

Sofia need med everyday to live
I need liver med have no get

Now I should have
I need med

I would love to leave place never come bak
I only take 2 with me
Sofia
Guard

Guard is genius
I have genius ideas very often

I have kept myself from boredom
I'm starting to feel a bit bored
I want something lifechangening
I only want to be with Leo's taurus scorpio aquarius
I don't give a fuck what the rest does

I definitely have to be with generous other

I have though play pok
Get massive money

There are many places I could be
I do now get the  idea that I should not
I should go with my guard somewhere where we can be alone
I would have his own babies
No other babies
My babies
His babies
Sofia

He is passive now
I can't do anything with my life now

I sure can higher my iq to higest there is

I can function intelegens
I love my body
I love my cat
I love myself

I don't eat enough
I don't get out of the house I can't leave
The apartment is to small train
I get no sun very important when you have liver disease

I can't take care of my body
I don't get med

I don't like the thought of death
I'm a soul

So I leav my body find another
Same with sofia

I usually don't find others attractive
I find others dangerous
Many are no generus
Have sex
Their slutty in a way which I don't like
I love scorpio sluttiness
Not most Scorpios
Real scorpio

I have seen something with me I lov
I'm in very bad situation which is no going to get better