Hello nativewolfie. Welcome to the forums. Have a welcome cow!
I didn't look at all your videos, but I did look at one in particular that interested me: Tao Teh Ching.
Your video was interesting, to say the least.
If you are interested in Daoism and the Tao Teh Ching (Daodejing) I would recommend you read this translation of it: S. Mitchell translation
You are right around my age when I began practicing Daoism, and I am 31 now.
I would also urge you to spend less time practicing "energy work" with other people you find, and making videos about stuff, and more time in solitary meditation. You seem quite hyperactive and I would suggest you spend a lot of time doing simple meditation.This article
is a very good introduction to simple meditation and you can also try the exercises found in my article here
Good health and training.