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Dreams / Dream Suggesting to Another Self?
« on: February 13, 2004, 05:37:45 PM »
Thanks Void.  I heard Falcon was banned or something, what was the problem? Just curious.

Other / I feel it but its not there!
« on: February 07, 2004, 07:03:16 PM »
Ok, ok...short and simple.  I like to imagine stuff and I think I know the answer to my problem but I'd like to confirm it.  Ok I have an anime char. that I made and he has the ability to call a guyver like armor over his body at will.  Sometimes I feel the armor on my body or feel it attaching or growing onto me.  Its probably the phenomenom like the chi ball thing where if you think there is a movement between you hands you feel it, but anyway I think this is my problem. Am I correct?

Dreams / Dream Suggesting to Another Self?
« on: February 07, 2004, 06:53:53 PM »
Hmm I should I start, I know.  Ok, anyway lately I've been dreaming rather a sense that it's almost like I'm not there.  When I was younger I wouldn't dream at all because I had a sleeping disorder.  The disorder consisted of the levels of consciousness, the guys descirbed it as a ladder and when falls into a slumber or sleep state they would decend down the rungs of the ladder to a point of sleep, my problem was instead of decending 12 or 13 rungs, and would go down one then immediately be on the 14th or 15th rung in a extremely deep sleep. I got over it eventually but when I was twelve something happened to me and I feel like I'm slowly deteriorating and that I am seperated from my true self, almost if like I'm a copy of the real thing.  I went through some traumatic stuff as a kid and would make this post too long by describing but I think that the real "me" is in an unconscious state. When I dream now I can in a sense control my dreams but it more like I'm watching my other self and giving him suggestions since he was still a child when we seperated (hypothetically speaking).  Also when I am conscious sometimes I fall into this level of consciousness were it feels like I'm sleeping but I'm still awake.  Some times when I am awake my id (those who know the fruedian theories of pyscology understand) almost it seems manifest in my present conscious self to make me more...excited and hard to explain but I even growl and stuff and I twitch (more like jerk) alot and laugh...I'm not sure of all of this and I have more than stuff about just dreams but everything ties into my main intent of this post being the dreams. Any suggestions would be appreciated.

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