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Dreams / Dream Suggesting to Another Self?
« on: February 13, 2004, 05:37:45 PM »
Thanks Void.  I heard Falcon was banned or something, what was the problem? Just curious.

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Other / I feel it but its not there!
« on: February 07, 2004, 07:03:16 PM »
Ok, ok...short and simple.  I like to imagine stuff and I think I know the answer to my problem but I'd like to confirm it.  Ok I have an anime char. that I made and he has the ability to call a guyver like armor over his body at will.  Sometimes I feel the armor on my body or feel it attaching or growing onto me.  Its probably the phenomenom like the chi ball thing where if you think there is a movement between you hands you feel it, but anyway I think this is my problem. Am I correct?

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Dreams / Dream Suggesting to Another Self?
« on: February 07, 2004, 06:53:53 PM »
Hmm I should I start, I know.  Ok, anyway lately I've been dreaming rather lightly...in a sense that it's almost like I'm not there.  When I was younger I wouldn't dream at all because I had a sleeping disorder.  The disorder consisted of the levels of consciousness, the guys descirbed it as a ladder and when falls into a slumber or sleep state they would decend down the rungs of the ladder to a point of sleep, my problem was instead of decending 12 or 13 rungs, and would go down one then immediately be on the 14th or 15th rung in a extremely deep sleep. I got over it eventually but when I was twelve something happened to me and I feel like I'm slowly deteriorating and that I am seperated from my true self, almost if like I'm a copy of the real thing.  I went through some traumatic stuff as a kid and would make this post too long by describing but I think that the real "me" is in an unconscious state. When I dream now I can in a sense control my dreams but it more like I'm watching my other self and giving him suggestions since he was still a child when we seperated (hypothetically speaking).  Also when I am conscious sometimes I fall into this level of consciousness were it feels like I'm sleeping but I'm still awake.  Some times when I am awake my id (those who know the fruedian theories of pyscology understand) almost it seems manifest in my present conscious self to make me more...excited and animalistic...it hard to explain but I even growl and stuff and I twitch (more like jerk) alot and laugh...I'm not sure of all of this and I have more than stuff about just dreams but everything ties into my main intent of this post being the dreams. Any suggestions would be appreciated.

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