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Psionics / ability lapse
« on: December 24, 2005, 04:48:49 AM »
 :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek:

been so long since ive seen veritas...had to follow like 4 links to get this like the 3rd-4th reincarnation of it or something???

anyway, like i said, its been awhile since ive been on veritas (almost 2 years), been away studying, so forgive me if this has been discussed before.

Over the past week or two ive only been able to train for about an hour a day. I expected some decline in abilities there, but strangely there wasnt (not normal for me, and change in training schedule and i lose so much). What is strange, however, is that now i have started back on schedule, and it seems the more i train, the weaker things are getting, and the more focus they require. anyone been through this before, or got any ideas?

The Cafeteria / I.q.
« on: June 28, 2004, 03:29:58 AM »
Ok i know some ppl think I.Q. doesn't mean anything (i sometimes agree), but i jsut took a test and want to brag.

My Score: 141
Age: 14
Site: Super IQ test (and some other site, cant remember)

Whats your scores?? (im psyched right now cause mine is better than both of my parents scores, and most of my teachers (hope they burn in hell over summer))

Magick / Conjuration
« on: June 25, 2004, 03:51:35 AM »
As of now, i am looking for material on the internet (so dont yell at me to do some searching), but i'm still sorting through fluff. Does anyone have sites, comments, methods, articles, etc. on conjuration (which I assume is the same as envocation)? I'll take a wild guess. I should look into Enochian right?

Psionics / Questions~Please Reply
« on: June 22, 2004, 04:23:42 AM »
Ok, i have two questions, but there isn't much of a point in wasting space with two threads.

1) Is it possible that people can see arua's (unnconciously), but it is proccessed by the sub- and unconcious (sp?) mind? I thought of this because whenever i meet someone, anyone, i get similar reactions from them, and people generally take to me the same way. Also, because of how i look, you would think most people would take me as a tough person (broad shoulders, tall, large in general), someone who would push people around (and i have been treated like that by a very few, but only for a short time). Strangly people dont react to me like that. People seem to get attacted to me very quickly (not as in atraction, but just as a good friend). Half the time i meet a person, about 20 minutes (seriously) later they are tell me these secrets that they havent told anyone before. When i first started talking to this girl when i moved here, it only took two weeks for her to admit that she and her best friend studied (and probably practiced) witchcraft. I had suspected her best friend did, but not her, and there is no way she could have know i knew, or that i did too (well not magic, but you get the idea). Could this be because they can unconciously see my arua and therefore see what kind of person i am?

2) The second deals with emotion. I frequently have my dad angry at me because he has a very short temper, and he just doesnt like me too much. On occasions, after he has been yelling at me enough and my anger builds up, i get a sudden surge of power. Not like self-confidence power, or rage type power, psionic energy type power. The minute i release my anger i feel psi (or maybe chi?) fill every part of my body, and it radiates off. I didnt pay much attention too it, but i could tell lbecause of how he was taken back. From the after effect of it, it felt like when you (saying you aren't empathic in the slightest way) walk into a room, and without seeing anyone or anything, you can tell someone it extremely anger, sad, depressed, ect. Saying that, could strong emotions influence 'strength' of psi?


Psionics / Hot spots
« on: June 17, 2004, 03:59:19 AM »
Ok this is a new development to me, but for some reason lately my body has been releasing large amounts of psir aparrently no reason. It's normally around my chest, shoulders, or arms and its getting annoying. Im just sitting here and all of a sudden i "sense" energy venting from a small spot on my body (spot being slightly smaller than the size of music CD). Most of the time there is also heat produced with this as if i was creating a psi ball in that area, then it just disperses. Anyone know what this could be? Im trying to ground or use up this energy, but it hasn't worked. Comments?

The Cafeteria / where do you live?
« on: June 17, 2004, 01:28:52 AM »
ok im sure someone has asked questions like this before but who cares...

Im moving soon (agian...) so i might get kicked off veritas permenatly, so i wanna know if anyone lives in or around these places.

Orlando, Florida
Aigle, Switzerland (20 min East/South-East from Geneva)
Leysin, Switzerland (actual town i'll be living in, on mountain above Aigle)
Nicosia, Cyprus
Newburg, Indiana (near Evansvile)

Just wonderin cause these are places i will be alot.

The Cafeteria / Anyone here play this?
« on: June 01, 2004, 09:56:35 PM »
anyone here play games like starcraft, diablo II, warcraft, Final Fantasy XI? If so, what server(or world for FFXI) and wats username?

Psionics / Type of Shield
« on: May 17, 2004, 07:00:00 AM »
I have been wondering this for awhile, but if you had enough training could you make a shield that would make you 'invisible'. Before someone yells at me, let me explain. I was thinking that if you make a strong shield, couldn't you program it to move all light from where ever it comes into contact with the shield it would be move to the opposite side of which it contacted the shield, without moving through the shield so that light didnt reflect off your body. Basically it would be like teleporting the light from one side to the exact opposite side. I'll try to illistrate

                  \ <------light
        Point A  \    ------
                   --------------    <---- shield (work with me plz)
                  -------------- <------ Light move from point A to B without  
                      --------   passing through the area inside the shield.
                                \ Point B
Wouldnt this give the illusion that there was nothing in the space where ever the shield was? Now, obviously if possible, this would take hundreds of hours of training and practice, but i just want to see if this has any credability.

EDIT : Forget the picture, its not working for some reason.

Psionics / How has psionics changed your life?
« on: April 25, 2004, 02:44:58 AM »
just a little curious, but how has it changed you? i know that when i first started, i found magick. After a few days i decided it wasnt for me and went to astral projections, and studies in that eventually lead me to chi/ki, but it was unfortunatly DBZ corrupted. I started that, and after half a day decided it was BS and looked for some more.....belivable material. I found the old TUS, which lead me to ummm.... that last veritas site?? or the one before that? umm... whichever one was from there i just practiced as much as i could, tryin to sort fact from fluff. strangely enough ever since then strange things just seem to atract to me. (BTW, when i  said magick wasnt for me, i didnt give it up, i just dont practice it bery much) then i got into a crappy school that was years behind in education and had to go back through science classes dealing with magnatism. That got screwd up when i broke one of the main laws of magnetism (opposites atract, likes repel, that crap). still trying to figure that one out....unless one was a mono-pole (never been seen or even proven). Then next thing i know one of the girls in my class (who i just happend to like, but y the hell am i telling u this?) said that she and her friend were into witchcraft. Even tho i had figured that out before they told, it scared the hell outta me cause i thought them might have figured out about me and this site and training and crap. since then its been mayhem. Hell is gonna break losse if i develope empathy....

Ok enough with the life story. sorry i write way too much. just want to know who PSI (or chi/ki/magick anything else) changed life for you and what it has done to you.

Main Hall / Access to knowledge
« on: April 05, 2004, 01:44:52 AM »
NOTE: *Before i even start, i just want to say that if you read this and say it is completely fluff and cant be real, just please dont post anything because that isn't what i need right now, unless you want to post it in a PROPER way and not just flame me (i need opinions, not narrow minded thinking).*

Since i was about 5 years old there has been something strange that happens to me. I have always been regaurded as being really smart, which i hate, but with that  i was also labled 'strange'. This was because i always seem ALOT about whatever anyone talks about. The problem is that most things i never reasearch or study about. Ok, for anyone this is confusing ill give an example. Lets say im in Math class and we start something completely new. When i get the material i feel like i already knew how to do this stuff, and when tested i can do it almost perfectly. Another example would be when i first learned about psionics. I took in alot on the very first day, but none of it seemed to shock me or affect me at all, as if i knew about it the whole time, but just didnt have access to it. I never study anything, i just seem to know what to do and how to do it. This is really starting to scare me i was wondering if anyone else has been through this.

One other thing. Whenever i sit down and do work, like say school work, i never seem to actually do the work. I (my concious self) will be sitting there singing a song in my head or thinking about something, but at the same time im doing my work. Could this be that i let my sub-concious mind take over and do the work? The reason i came to that conclusion was that when i finished, i dont have much memory of doing it, and if i get inturrupted it takes awhile before i can start again because i wont be able to focus on it and complete the work. anyone have opinions about this?

Psionics / Can i trust this??
« on: April 02, 2004, 07:53:46 AM »
I have just stumbled onto this site:

but due to previous experiances i am unsure if i can trust what is said, expecially (sp?) since it costs. What is your opinion on this site?

Psionics / Pyro/cryo kinesis
« on: March 09, 2004, 06:16:41 AM »
I have been practicing cryokinesis for some time now, but for some reason i have not been able to control it. I can lower my own body temp., but that doesnt help me much because my natural tempurature is lower than normal anyway. If i try to make a room colder, i doesnt really work well, but when i try to do it before i go to sleep, i will wake up in the middle of the night because i will lower the temp. to about 50-60F while sleeping, even though my parents make me keep the heat on all day and all night right now (which is killing me, literally i cant stand it. anyone got a way to keep yourself colder for long periods of time? kinda like a shield that keeps you cold, anything?). agaion, the bad part is, its while im sleeping so its not really controlable. I also have tried pyrokinesis (before anyone say anything about working with both at the same time, i just do pyro when im board and cant train for very long, plus i have conditioned myself to resist both the heat and the cold) and i can slightly change the direction of the flame (e.g. bend it in a direction), but not much else. anyone got a GOOD, TESTED way that works for either of these two?
P.S. dont recommend PsiPog, i really dont like that website, plus i have read most everything there anyway.

Psionics / Psi flaring
« on: March 09, 2004, 06:08:37 AM »
Ok, i have been trying to do this for a while, but i havent had any success. I have tried to make my own methods, but that really didnt do much because my mind likes to build off models. In other word, i look at something, figure out how i would use that, reverse engineer it (take it apart), and reconstruct it with my addition (NOTE: i atleast try the method before i do that). Nothing has worked, and i really need proof for my parents so they will just finally go away so i can practice, so im asking. How can you flare (make visible) psi. FYI, i dont like Psipog much, so i dont want to use there article, plus it sounds too much like what everyone does with AP; they take something really simple and make it really hard for themselves. So, finally, does anyone have a method THAT WORKS and that THEY HAVE TESTED, not something that they heard from a friend's bother's friend's cousin (smilies not workin, dont know why). If you do, please post it here, and more importantly, please KEEP ON TOPIC. i really dont want any fights or flames that could get this locked, cause i have not seen many who can actually flare, and it is probably something that most people should learn.

Magick / New site found
« on: February 04, 2004, 06:58:56 AM »
I was just searching the web for some good magic/sorcery/ect. kind of s ite, and came across this site.

It made all this shit sound good, but in the end it sounds like BS to me. Even more so because they want you to pay for it. Anyone got an oppinion on this site?

Magick / The Library of Knowledge
« on: January 20, 2004, 09:13:46 AM »
ok, i was reading through the threads and found the link to the library of knowledge, and this time i read through the summoning articles. The only problem is, it never really gets around to telling you how to summon, he just wants you to figure it out on your own. So, first off if this is BS tell me and lock this thread, if not (god, i hope not), how do you go about calling some entity to you, and how do you know if it work. Also, what can you have these 'entities' do?

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