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Other / Hungarian suicide song. . .
« on: September 12, 2009, 01:52:12 AM »
In the last few years I have been doing a lot of studies on my own and a lot of personal practices, so it was really a great relief that I could turn here for some answers (as always).  I have been dealing with a lot of personal battles like dealing with dreams, clairvoyant visions, and telepathic outbursts. . . but thanks to past experience and the help of this site I have really been shown how to manefest these talents into useful traits in my life. . . but enough of my thanks.  My question falls into a song callled origionally "Gloomy Sunday"  first composed in 1933 later called the"Hungarian Suicide Song" by Rezső Seress.  Apparently a lot of people commited suicide after either listening, or  playing the song repeatedly. . .  I was just curious about your point of view. . .  What do you think?  Do you think a song can really cause people around the world to kill themselves?  I have done a little research on this, and have heard a few things, I just think it would be stimulating to hear what you think. . . so let me know.  As a note:  If you find anything interesting, let me know. . .  because I just found this out recently and I dont know a much about it except for what google and youtube told me.  So basically I was just curious.

                        p.s.  you guys are really doing a great job at this site, and after all this time I am relieved to keep finding new information on this site that continues to help me and I am really proud of the fact that I chose this community to grow off of;  but enough of my proudness of all of your growth,  I just wanna know your thoughts or knowledge of this song. . .  wether it be historically or metaphically, or both. . .

I just wanna know your thoughts on it.

Again. . .. I know I has been a long time since I last posted. . . this site has been a great reference to me and I just wanted to make sure I said thank you for all these years of help.  Even thouth you were not aware of it. . .

Magick / Re: help with a negative entity
« on: December 18, 2006, 07:36:40 PM »
Thanks for the feedback, LBRP was actually the course I was heading for along with some other personalized spells to add on to it, but I also forgot about Prophecy's article, thanks Tsumaru.  As for priests, when I was young, things were bothering me badly so we called a catholic priest, but after that things only got worse.  But over all I want to thank you for your feedback.

Magick / help with a negative entity
« on: December 13, 2006, 12:10:39 AM »
   Hey everyone, long time no see (if anyone even remembers me). . . for the past year or so, i have been off doing some light training in my practices, but mostly meditating on wether i should continue practicing, and if so, should i finally choose the single path of psionics or magic.  Well, about 6 months ago, my brother(by blood) moved into some apartments, and everything seemed ok; i hadnt felt a peace like that in a very long time in any house hold i had walked in.  A month or two later I began to hear things around the apartment, and some months after that I began to see things out of the corner of my eye and things moving by quickly in some of the reflective surfaces.

   By this point i was starting to get worried but i just shook it off as something just wanting to let us know it was there, and that is something i have grown used to by this point, but a little after I started seeing things my brother-in-law(whom i had introduced to basic psionics) reported seeing something that looked almost identical to my brother after coming out of the bathroom.  He said it just walked into the darkness and disappeared.  I have never seen anything that has taken the form of another person, until a couple of weeks ago that is. . .

   I was lying on the couch just barely closing my eyes to go to sleep, when i heard a very distinct voice in my head say look; so i looked down by where my feet were and i saw my brother walk out of the hallway without a shirt on and without tatoos(my brother has tatoos on his body).  The second it passed by the couch it seemed to freeze for half a second and in an instant it was gone; strange thing is, in that instant, my brother walked out of the hallway with a shirt on got a drink of water and went back to bed, not even realizing that i was still awake, and a few days later my brother told me that he has been having trouble sleeping due to constant nightmares(a problem that has yet to go away).  And now, only a little over a half a week ago, my brother and I were watching t.v. when he started complaining about his side itching, then burning.  He lifted his shirt to ask me if there was something there, and all i saw was scratches, I counted nine in all(there were a couple that were so light and small i did not count them).  A couple of the scratches ran nearly paralell, two of them made a small x, and the rest seemed to go in every other direction.  I tried to see if i could make out any symbols but all I got was the x and a triangle that was made out of lines that didnt connect.

   My brother knows of my practice in metaphysics and has asked for my help getting rid of it, because he and his feance do not want anything to happen to their children for we fear it is growing hostile and do not want the kids exposed to negative energy like that at such an early age.  I am confident i can do it, but I have a fear in the back of my mind saying, what if I fuck up.  I do not worry about myself, just my nephews, and their parents.  Well now that you all know the situation, i was wondering if you guys could give me tips, advice, resources, or just your general opinion, anything would be appreciated, i just want to make sure I am absoutley ready.

   p.s.  and for anyone who wants to tell me to just walk away; I just have to say that i can't, there is just too much at stake.

Hello and Goodbye / Re: kobok leaving Veritas
« on: April 05, 2006, 08:41:51 AM »
SON OF A BITCH  :p .  Well you fooled me you sneaky bastard.  Talk about delayed reaction,  I am never believing any of you ever again. . .  HAHAHA

Psionics / Re: Telekinesis:
« on: April 02, 2006, 12:22:19 PM »
Are saying that you only practiced for 3 hours and gave up, if so then telekinesis is not the thing you should be practicing right now because you are not deciplined enough.  This stuff is not really something to be considered a game, or something you practice just for the cool factor, it's something you must dedicate your self to do, and you must be ready to spend hours practicing, or you will simply give up after 3 hours of trying.

How long has it taken the average person here to move the smallest thing (like a tiny peice of paper, or a psi wheel)?  I have practiced meditating and focusing on the object I want to move without results for three hours. Should I give it more time before I give up?

This is a skill that takes time.  If you are already getting ready to give up, then you have already failed.

Hello and Goodbye / Re: kobok leaving Veritas
« on: April 02, 2006, 12:09:50 PM »
Well I cannot say you have helped me directly, but indirectly, I do not think I could have recieved the information about my practices that I know today.  I have read your articles, and stumbled across your posts, and I even noticed in the Veritas Staff page, you are the only person that is a council member, teacher, moderator, and in the tech team; I must say that is impressive.  I guess what I am trying to say is thank you, and I look forward to the day you return (unless you decide not to)  >:(   ;) .  Good luck. . .

The Cafeteria / Re: Slither
« on: April 01, 2006, 01:55:14 PM »
Hmm... I thought Stay Alive would be great as the advertisement claims. And think about it, once the movie barely passes as a success in the theaters, they'll spin off "a game from the movie" that the movie is based on. Ten bucks says they'll do that.

Ten bucks says the game will suck because most (not all) games made after movies suck.  On another note a lot of movies made after games suck too (Resident Evil?), but this Fatal Frame idea seems pretty cool.  That's just my opinion if anyone cares, and I do wanna see Slither.  :biggrin:

Other / Re: Color of Chakras
« on: February 26, 2006, 09:26:18 PM »
Cool, thanks Kiwi Kid.  That is exactly the kind of information I was looking for. :D

And thank you kakkarot, for those extremely helpful links.  The first link was the most useful of the two.  :p
  :HA!: :HA!: :HA!:

Other / Color of Chakras
« on: February 22, 2006, 02:06:49 PM »
I'm not sure if this is the right place for this topic, but here it goes.  I was in the middle of my chakra meditation when a question began nagging at my mind. . .  how exactly were the colors of the human chakras determined?  :confused:  I know it's kind of a wierd question, but it has been giving me an itch in the back of my brain for quite some time now, and I can't quite seem to reach it.  I figured someone here would be able to help me.  :biggrin:  Thanks.

Main Hall / Re: Love is in the Air at Veritas!
« on: February 15, 2006, 04:06:48 PM »
Oh, ok.  :p  Learn something new everyday. . .

Body Energy Arts / Re: Hurt objects and people with chi
« on: February 15, 2006, 04:01:39 PM »
Are you stalking me? That reminds me of something that *did* happen. . .

That's funny.  At the time I wrote that post, I was thinking of how ThunderX said he hurt you, so I thought of you, then pain, then I got a strange image of a brick in my head and I used it in my post.  HAHAHA  :biggrin:

edit:  this post didn't work well at all. . . oh well

Main Hall / Re: Love is in the Air at Veritas!
« on: February 14, 2006, 04:07:27 PM »
Nothing is on my agenda, not even school work (just cause I am lazy).  I hate school and I hate arbor day!!  Bahumbug!  :teethy:

Note:  Not even sure if that is how you spell that word, but I hated the Christmas Carol too.  :p

Psionics / Re: Meditation
« on: February 14, 2006, 03:45:22 PM »
Thanks, but are the other things that have happened whilst trying to meditate normal?

I felt more energetic, more awake, I was able to think clearly, and energy work seemed a little easier.

Also, should i attempt other things, even though i am only beginning meditation? Other things such as Psi balls or any of the like? Or should i wait for a while?

I do not think it would hurt you to try making a construct, just what ever you do, try not to rely soley on visualization while manipulating energy.  But remember I am not a mentor. . . maybe you should start looking into that mentor program, try to find someone who could help you along.

Body Energy Arts / Re: Hurt objects and people with chi
« on: February 14, 2006, 03:18:45 PM »
I finally gotta say something.  I did the whole DBZ/radki thing for like 5 minutes, before I even had a proper concept of what chi was (or a computer for that matter), and then gave it up cuz I realized early on that it was crap.  Just had to get that off of my chest.   :biggrin:  As for the matter at hand. . .

Well, I'm sorry tsumaru I did'nt want to hurt you, well if we just could find a option to stop this stupid discusion...

ThunderX,  I am sorry to say that you didn't hurt anyone, especially Tsumaru. . . that guy could probably take a brick fired from a cannon to his head, get up and start throwing bricks of his own right back  :teethy: , metaphorically speaking that is.  The only person you are hurting in this thread is yourself, because from what I have read so far, it seems everything you have said comes from DBZ, though you swear up and down it doesn't, some of the things you have said does not even make sense, for example. . .

. . .but if you don't believe anything someone says, then you are not even better than a beginner... Thats what I meant :)

or. . .

Well, with concentrating I clear all of my thoughts and then I visualise my aura coming and then I have better concentration...

I can kinda, sorta see a direction that second one could go, but then you visualize your aura coming. . .  that is where I lost you.  This is not meant to be taken as a lashing or a verbal beating, but I can't just sit back and watch you do this to yourself.  Learn to put a little more thought in your posts, know what you are talking about before you talk about it, and know what you are doing before you do it.  That will save you from a whole world of hurt.  Oh, and one more thing, never EVER lash out a Tsumaru. . . he can, and will verbally hurt you, I have witnessed it myself.  Just some usefull advice for future posts from you ThunderX.

Psionics / Re: Meditation
« on: February 12, 2006, 12:24:10 PM »
Juggalo- You know how it is hard to concentrate in a noisy environment? I can't do school work most of the time in class (unless i have my headphones on) because it is so noisy :) And yes, i should close my eyes. :HA!: but, although i do have a library, i do not have much of a break there. I mean, i get to school at 7, 7:05, go to my locker, put my junk away, get my junk for class, and by the time i get to the library it is roughly 7:12, class starts at 7:20. And then i have a 6 minute break between my six classes, and at lunch i am in the cafeteria, eating lunch. I mean, i guess i could go to the library and meditate during lunch, but then I'd be hungry.... 0_0

I understand how difficult it can be to concentrate in a noisy environment, but its just an obstacle you may just have to overcome. . . or you could invest in some nice small foam ear plugs, that can sometimes do the trick in a noisy place.

Another thing, if you get to the library at roughly 7:12, and your class starts at 7:20, then that will give you roughly 5 minutes to meditate and 3 to get to class.  For beginning meditation, 5 minutes is not too bad.  Remember what Kobok said about meditation being a developed skill, it's something you have to build up.

As for lunch time. . . I am sure you can find time during lunch.  When I was in middle school, lunch was about 30 - 45 min. and in high school, it was about an about hour long, if your quick enough, I am sure you can pull something off.  Put those cross country legs to work.  :biggrin:

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