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Psionics / Supadude's first public psionics video
« on: August 04, 2014, 10:09:22 PM »
 This shall be the first video of many.  Keep in mind that this is neither meant to confirm nor debunk the existence of psionic phenomena but to showcase my theory upon it. The theory is that due to the subtle nature of this abillity, the mass of an object that can be manipulated is of no consequence.  The object in the video being manipulated is a 4-way lugnut wrench for changing vehicle tires.

  In the future i plan on making videos of larger and larger spinning objects, starting with this 5 pound wrench, and later manipulating objects in upwards of hundreds of pound and on to objects weighing thousands of pounds.

  Here is the video.

Main Hall / Seth Raphael clams James randi's million dollar challenge
« on: July 25, 2014, 06:26:36 AM »
Just watched it on youtube. This is new to me.

Spirituality / What if there is no god?
« on: July 07, 2014, 01:15:28 PM »
What if all that underlies exisence is just that, existence.

  And the god a lot of people think exist is just the equivalent of spritual primordial soup that we all simply developed from?  For me, i don't think there is any god anymore, and if it exists, it is more evil than i or it doesn't care.

 There is always the idea in the back of our heads that somewone or something is watching us.  But it seems like there is nothing. I've gone from evangalistic christian to wiccanism briefly to universalist, i have entartained the thought of a parthenon of gods, lesser gods and spiritual beings and that didnt make sense either.  

I read mars' thread about depression and spiritual evaluations and i gave him karma for that as this depression i have about a lot of things outside of psionics as well as my aptitude in it as was has haunted me for 11 years. Now i am without a god. It is arrogant but for me to give a god my attention it would have to make itself apparent to me. tried as have before no christian or pagan or other god has decided.that i am important enough to talk to. So fuck god.

Sure, i say that in slim hopes that i can piss it off enough to do something, anything.. But even that makes me feel like an ignorant fool just like thousands of greeks prostrating themselves before a volcano babbling prayers to zues thinkng kronos had finally escaped the walls of tartarus. (Sigh)

This is about god as much as it is about personal purpose. On the one hand if there is a god and i do have a purpose i would feel useless if it was mundane and if it wasn't i would be after i had carried it out. On the other hand if there is no god and i have no purpose and just popped into existence then it seems i truely am useless and my lackluster achievements of the mundane are all i have and i don't have much for a life. I'm an overnight cook at a mcdonalds for fucks sake.

My parents filled my head with the Christian idealism of singular purpose and it was my only drive to live at times, evwn after i stopped believing in Christianity i still held fast to the thought that maybe i do have a purpose to whomever diety that presides. Something ro give my worthless life meaning.  Meaning. But at that same effect i would rather not have my life amount to something so small as a singular purpose, no matter how great it is. I almost would rather my life have no meaning to it as the deep underlying cause would probably leave me disturbed, trying to change what cannot be changed. Sort of like a baby that was the byproduct of rape.

So i have long since discarded religion and god filling up the hole that it left with drugs. And when i think back to when i almost died from it.. i kind of wish i would have. Unfair as it would be to all of. my friends and family, at least i would know for sure.

  I have had plenty of success with psionics as it has never really been to hard for me. I have exibited power seemingly equal to the fictional avatar state.  But its never enough, i want there to be a god, i want somebody to blame for this shit. I want him to exist because i already hate him. Mostly i want to know why.

Main Hall / Debuque iowa veritas members?
« on: July 04, 2014, 04:49:56 AM »
Hello fellow veribuddies i am wondering if any peeps live around me that are interested in psionics.  Whether you are new and are looking for a bit of mentoring help or if you are far more exerienced with psi and can teach me a few things doesn't matter. I just want to foster a learning environment for me and others like myself who wish to grow. Magical practitioners and qigong practioners are always welcome as well As i believe all three are benificial ways of life and can supplement each other to make a perfect trifecta.

If you do we can work out the details in PM.

Questions & Suggestions / here is a suggestion
« on: March 14, 2013, 02:55:59 AM »
 I have noticed that there really isn't much activity in the voting board whenever it comes time to make a decision on issues that concern Veritas itself.

 So i suggest that the voting board be moved to the top of the auditorium section, or a notification be sent out to everybody or something like that.

Body Energy Arts / insane chi demonstration
« on: August 15, 2012, 01:04:34 PM »
Check this out, there is a biomedical engineer present for the demonstration, and they use pressure sensors to record data when they get to the final demonstration.

Absolutely. Insane.

Magick / So what about Transmutation? How??
« on: August 10, 2012, 07:49:18 PM »
Real Alchemy: A Primer of Practical Alchemy by Robert Allen Bartlett

The Way of the Crucible by Robert Allen Bartlett

Are these books worth the buy? I have been looking for a way to start with physical alchemy, but people on this site who may be alchemists have taken great measures to conceal any tinctures or transmutation methods at all. If Prophecy is reading this, you spoke of a "red transmutation powder" or a "red elixer".

I am looking for information about transmutation, as there seems to be plenty of information about the "spiritual alchemy" but as for the physical alchemy, im sure plenty of people around here are in the dark about this as much as i am.

 Should i just look into modern chemistry??? Whats the deal here??

Edit; Is this information supposed to be "self realized" or divined or something? If that's the case then; :headwall: Not all of us are lucky enough to live in a big city where there probably are adepts and practitioners and maybe masters. I do not have the money or the time to go seeking out these people in the world. At the moment i am sort of stuck.

Projection / Looking for info on lucid dreaming
« on: August 04, 2012, 09:51:16 PM »
Hello all, i am looking for more infomation about lucid dreaming, whether it be personal experiences or techniques involving inducing them, thank you.  :)

Magick / Is this website a good site to buy from?
« on: July 31, 2012, 09:16:39 PM »
Is this website a trusted source?

Have any of you bought paperback/hardback or ebooks from this site?

I am just wondering and i wanted to ask you guys before i do business with them.

 Thank you for you're time.  :)

Technical Support / The icon beside the Main Hall board
« on: July 27, 2012, 01:37:29 PM »
I have noticed that this icon;

Will remain green beside the main hall board regardless of if i have went inside and viewed the threads. I have went ahead and made sure to view all of the threads on the front page, but upon clicking the link and navigating back to the front forum page and viewing the auditorium, the icon remains green.

Just wanted to let you guys know. :)

« on: July 25, 2012, 07:09:12 AM »

Magick / The Existence of Demons
« on: July 24, 2012, 05:27:42 AM »
I don't necessarily believe in universal archtypes, to me, either you are inclined towards destruction or you are not. I believe that though the "negative" entities may exist within the same spiritual fabric as the "Angelic" do, in the hermetic philosophies the very existence of "demonic" archtypes are questionable in their very nature. Though their existence has been reported many times, the alchemical representation of the world by the kybalion, is flawed in it's basic structure if these "demons" actually exist.

Though, I'm not saying that they don't, i am nowhere near experienced enough to make such an assertion. Even in the elemental hierarchy there is the Djinn and he is an elemental king that is more predisposed to aiding magicians to destructive ends, as well as his form is imposing and quite intimidating and can be seen or looked on as 'demonic' in nature and appearance, but is not necessarily demonic.

Prophecy himself in one of his articles "My experiences with Magical Warfare" he claims to have "psychically battled" with demons in his encounter with a skilled black magician. So they may very well exist. But that means some important or rather relevant info has been omitted from the Kybalion, rather than it's principles being inherently flawed. That means that the authors were very skilled in their construction of The Kybalion as to omit details that black magicians could make use of, and explain Mental Transmutation in a way that would make dark pacts with demons or powerful negative entities seemingly useless and eventually force the magician towards the path of light and purity. Though their omitting of such details concerning demons is rather intriguing, one could say because of the fact that they do not address the "dark side" that the work is "not complete" rather than "flawed".

The concept of Demons, in my opinion, is questionable, not that i don't believe prophecy, its just that the concept of demons has derived mostly from religion, maybe in an effort to concoct something more Evil than humanity and its animalistic nature. And such cases of demonic possession or cases in which black magicians make use of demons, those demons could be powerful deceased black magicians, which would make Black Magic an insidious form of Necromancy, instead of merely just black magic.

There have been cases of exorcisms where the demons reacted to christian verses and exorcisms contained within the bible, the demons themselves spouting the names of the dark angelic hierarchy from the bible, thus (to the mind of the exorcist) confirming the existence of the christian/judaic  demonic forms.

The possibilities are;

1. These demons could be liars and actually be deceased black magicians.

2. These demons could be opposite in polarity to the "angellic" archtypes mentioned in the bible, but that would have meant that THE ALL created them intentionally, the intent being either 'balance' or neutrality upon the concept of good and evil. But that throws a giant wrench in the assumption that they exist within the same spiritual fabric as the angelic forms do. Though, it would make sense that they exist within a "negative" vibration that is "lower than absolute stillness", because beings of a lower "vibration" do not have as much "authority" as the higher causes do and I am basing that merely upon the principle of polarity and cause and effect. But the concept of a negative vibration pertains to the Principle of Polarity, just as much as it defies it. One could say that is the very nature of The Principle of Polarity in the fact "All truths are but half-truths", but my regards to that is mind=blown.

But if number 2 were the actual case then one would wonder if the being of negative vibration after aeons of existence and THE ALL draws all forms back into itself, if those beings will be merely "forgotten" as in "destroyed" due to their opposition of THE ALL's indrawing of all thoughtforms back into itself, and if the concept of 'hell' could exist within this principle.

Magick / Magical languages
« on: July 23, 2012, 07:17:35 PM »
I know that working magic in a language and alphabet that is particularly used for magic, or casting magic in an archaic language of any sort, or just a different language has been known to increase the power or effectiveness of spells or ritual by effecting the mindset of the magician when using the language.

I have come to find myself fascinated with the enochian/angelical/adamical language.

Is this site a good reference and is it trustworthy?

What do you other magicians use with your spells as far as spoken and written languages go? Or do you just use your own language?

 While the treaty and the its main cause serves a good cause, to limit terrorists in their accuisition of illegal arms, but we(alot of americans including myself) don't want obama to try and infringe upon our second amendment rights- our right to bear arms.

More can be found out here at an unbiased news source without an agenda.-

Here is a link to Wayne LaPierre's video lobbying for the removal of he treaty's implications upon civilians on fox -

Even though there are clauses within the constitution that do not allow foreign treaties to superceed the constitution, such as article V, there is a distinct possibility that local and state governments could be effected by such, as in article VI states that the US constitution-as well as treaties the government makes are the "Law of the Land". Who knows in what twisted way the president could interpret these articles.

I'll close with a quote from James Hyde;
"Too many people in this country own guns they will not be willing to give up or have regulated beyond what their state laws provide today. And the states are protected by the Second Amendment, so it will be very difficult to implement any kind of worldwide registration program, much less confiscation of guns. Were that attempted, ending tyranny is, after all, one of the primary motives behind the the Second Amendment as stated by the Framers."

Magick / Magical Grimiores and Arcanums are so hard to understand :(
« on: July 17, 2012, 01:55:13 AM »
I just tried to understand or even ascertain any useful knowledge from "The Hermetic Arcanum" in the V-library but i got to the 5th page and i just had to stop because i just couldn't understand it.


I cant help but just feel that i'm stupid or something. As i haven't read many occult books at all i'm just at a loss when the older authors begin to make all sorts of esoteric references.

I know it has heavy alchemical references but i have not even began to understand the interlocking philosophies that tie alchemy and hermetics together because to me, it seems they are both entirely different systems of magic.

I'm about to try my hand at reading the Kybalion, hopefully i can get through it. T.T

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