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Last night I had the oddest experience.  But first, some background information (I'm leaving out names here):  A really close friend of mine has been having trouble with her boyfriend, who is in the Navy and lives almost a thousand miles away, and generally treats her like crap, and I found out that she had been sexually assulted sometime in May last year.  She was all prepared to leave her boyfriend and start dating me, but she had a relapse due to the May incident, and couldn't bring herself to leave him.  As a resultant, I was pretty much heartbroken, since she had told me that she loved me, and wasn't going to rip out my heart, and all that fun thing...

Which brings me to last night.  I was sitting here on the computer, and out of nowhere, I got a really really bad vibe, and when trying to figure it out, a friend of mine suggested that it might be that girl, which screamed out to me as being true.  I went from a point of having a bad feeling to where I was getting visuals from the assult, from a first person view.  And considering that I have only seen him once in my life for a timespan of around 30 seconds, and didn't know who he was at the time, and I didn't make any note of what he really looked like, I'm a bit wierded out by it.  My realtime vision went pretty blurry.  Here are some bits and pieces of things I wrote down from last night:

"I'm feeling sorry for myself, but not in the same sense that I would ever feel sorry for myself, I feel afraid of myself, yet drawn to me at the same time, I feel love for myself, but not a self-sort of love, angry yet compassionite toward (the guy who assulted her), yet fear from just the thought of him, and coldness from him (the boyfriend)   I feel like I just want out, that I just want everything to be ok.  I'm feeling so much pain from everywhere.  I'm feeling hurt for she did to me and hurt from doing it simotaneously.  I never meant to hurt him, I love him. I want him to believe me, I never meant for this to happen. I broke his heart, I broke my promsie to him.  I want to be with you, I want to trust you. I know that you'd never do anything like that. But I trusted (assulter) too...and as much as I want to trust you, I don't know how"

my screenname: Don't want to be alone, afraid to leave him, I feel trapped
friend's screenname: now I don't know whetherI'm talking to you or her

And a bit later into the conversation:

friend's screenname: could be going both ways
my screenname: if she's getting the same thing, then perhaps she's prying into my soul as much as I feel I am doing to her right now.  if she's getting this too, maybe she will find the ability to trust me...and I'm trying to send that message out to her thru this
friend's screenname: maybe that's what she's trying to do too.  maybe she's found a way to convey things to you

I dunno.  I'm a bit freaked by that last night, yet at the same time, I feel I gained some understanding.  I was wondering what everyone thinks, if there's any sort of input I could get, as far as either understanding how/why it happened, and how to make it happen again, and just any other advice in general.  I'd really appreciate the input.

Psionics / Can someone explain this to me?
« on: December 01, 2004, 08:05:40 PM »
I was at the Chinese restaraunt earlier, and the waitress set my bowl of soup a distance away from my plate on a very level table.  My soup bowl then proceeded to move towards me until it was practically next to my plate...without my touching it, obviously, else why would I even be worried about an explanation...Anyhow, that happened earlier, and then at my friends house later, my friend's piece of cake kept on flipping over for no reason...What I guess I'm wondering is if this may have anything to do with the fact that I've been practicing/studying TK lately?

Psionics / Any advice on group sessions?
« on: November 29, 2004, 02:22:20 PM »
Title.  And more in depth, what should everyone be doing, is there a way to be sure someone isn't faking anything, and what is a good example of something a bunch of n00bs should be doing with their first taste of psi?

Psionics / PK sub-categories, plus seeking advice
« on: November 25, 2004, 08:00:40 AM »
Hello all!  I am new  to pretty much all of this, and I'm not afraid to say such, but I am very interested in psionics, and am going to try my hardest to master some techniques ^_^

But, I actually come here with a question:  I've seen things around on pyro-, cryo-, tele-, and aero- kinesises, but I was wondering, in conjunction to something I saw...someplace or another, if hydro-, electro-, and bio- kinesises were possible?  Either way, I'd like to know where is a good place to start training?  I've been messing around with the candle flame, and have been able to come close to putting it I practicing with the right thing?  Or is there a better place I should start things with?

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