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The Cafeteria / Akenu's Summary
« on: June 25, 2019, 12:33:50 AM »
Taken from my blog
I haven't posted on this blog for a very long time, 2 years to be exact. Some people recently asked what's up with me, so here is some summary.
 
 I started the journey in Magick 7 years ago (2012), since then I have written many articles and also books. I also got a lot of feedback for those (some positive, some negative). I am generally happy when people talk about my work and especially my books were well received. The problem arose when my phone with a QWERTY keyboard got destroyed. I bought a new phone without a hardware keyboard and I never really learned to type quickly on the touch screen. I know there are Bluetooth keyboards you can connect to the phone, I have one, as well, it just isn't so easy to type on those (wrong spacing, wrong key sensitivity, marks on F and J are not that prominent, etc).  Plus, frankly, I have written a lot of technical documentation recently and writing has become an annoyance.
 
 Speaking of annoyance, I spend 5 hours every day traveling to the office where I spend another 9 hours. That's 14 hours a day mostly sitting. I am 32 and keeping my muscles in shape is of greater importance than writing articles, trying hard to avoid the office back pains. It also means I have less time for occult practice now, it has become something additional to my life, not an integral part of it.
 
 Still, I think I had the best results when I still had my oratory. My personal apartment where I lived, breathed and slept Magick. You know, the whole concept of the oratory is amazing. I spent a lot of time working with spirits there and I never banished or licensed to depart. I simply let the spirits hang out in there which sometimes led to hilarious encounters, people often heard voices in there or saw strange things.
 
 So, I do not have my oratory anymore, and most of my tools were destroyed, I got 2 kids and trust me, they touch anything, when you have to pick your tarot cards from the floor for the nth time this month, you will simply stop caring. Also, because I have kids, I cannot let spirits hang around anymore, having a haunted house is a no-no now :-D.
 
 During my journey, I have met many different people and many "covens" (understand echo chambers), some people like to surround themselves with people of the same ideas as they have and they can get angry if you challenge the status-quo. On the other side, that could be said about me as well.
 
  About my practice
 My personal practice is very limited now. As I have said before, I do not have that much time for it, plus gaining results in Magick is hard. Basically gaining any siddhis is way more taxing than gaining muscles through PT, and they also fade faster than muscles do. Two weeks of charging to have a mirror you can use once or twice, weeks of meditation to just be able to create a simple telepathic suggestion for someone to look at you, and months of training to turn a little piece of paper on a needle (PSI wheel).
 
 To put this into context, I do not have any doubts about Magick, I know it works, I experienced it first hand and got a lot of great things in return, which is especially interesting when you figure out that I am actually a big asshole, here goes those "holier than thou" rants about virtues and vices. You can be an asshole and still have results :-D. However, all the time I have studied Magick has caused I lost track on the technology trends, which is not a good thing for an engineer, so technology and PT are currently my main focuses now (and, of course, my family).
 
 OK, I guess this sums it up. Maybe I will do write some articles later, but I definitely do not feel like writing a book about occult subjects anymore. Not enough time for that. Plus, I feel that I have already shared what I should through my books.

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Spirituality / Re: What happens after death?
« on: August 21, 2018, 02:22:20 AM »
Well, reincarnation, heaven/hell, cease of existence... Nobody knows for sure as dead men tell no tales :). I am more focused on the life to be honest.

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The Cafeteria / Ultimate Kilik thread
« on: August 15, 2018, 10:11:13 PM »
Man, I really miss Kilik nowadays. Let's make a parody thread, so...
What do you think about the recent Alex Jones controversy?

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Main Hall / Re: Setting the Record Straight
« on: August 14, 2018, 02:15:46 AM »
Rayn, I remember you have had a project regarding manipulating the whole communities (e.g. forum visitors), isn't this tantrum of yours part of it?

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Hello and Goodbye / Re: Howdy
« on: August 07, 2018, 08:58:45 AM »
Welcome here. As per tradition, here is your welcoming cow :cow:

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Magick / Re: Though Control
« on: August 07, 2018, 01:52:57 AM »
I'm currently on step one of the IIH working on thought control. Not far into attempting to void my mind of all thoughts, my subconscious kicks in and starts spitting out totally random and bizarre thoughts/images. This is the same thing that happens to me when I'm going to sleep...it's like a waking dream state, I assume. So, at any rate, my mind isn't technically "void", but then again, they aren't technically thoughts, either.

Although, I really don't see how I could, am I somehow supposed to keep those little dream tidbits (if that is, in fact, what they are...) from happening or is this just part of the process? Also, if someone could enlighten me as to what exactly is going on, that would be great. I wonder if it may be something I could utilize for some kind of visionary work, maybe?  :p
Check this: http://forums.vsociety.net/index.php/topic,23405.0.html

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Hello and Goodbye / Re: Hello Veritas
« on: July 08, 2018, 01:09:05 PM »
Welcome here :). As there is a tradition, here is your welcoming cow :cow:

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I want to know more about guard myself sofia
OK. Have you checked the HGA or Psychic Censor I have mentioned before?

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Magick / Re: Is the Kunlun system compatible with Magick ?
« on: July 04, 2018, 02:09:23 AM »
Hello,
I haven't heard about Kunlun before, might be interesting to read more about your experiences :).
As for your issue, Magick itself is not some organized system like Bardon's is. There are Bardonians, Thelemites, Golden-Dawnian, and thousands of other systems that all build on one same principle, Magick. From what I have read from you so far, Kunlun has good effects for you, so there is no reason why you should stop, if it gets in disarray with the system of Magick you are following, maybe it's a time to look for a new one :).

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Psionics / Re: Psi Energy is Not Conserved
« on: July 02, 2018, 07:56:24 AM »
I usually have the mirror hidden, however I use it only in rare cases (for example when I need to show a spirit or an event to a third person and they are not suggestible to go with a somnambulic trance). Maybe the problem is that I unconsciously expect it to be discharged?

If we assume that spirits are conscious beings, then this means these conscious beings have a mental state of affairs that can be counter-factual to the nature of your mirror, or the spirit you are communicating with might have thoughts about your mirror which are at odds with how you made it thereby corrupting it.  Odds are it is probably just you, though

+Karma

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Psionics / Re: Psi Energy is Not Conserved
« on: July 02, 2018, 07:45:04 AM »
One of my practices, specifically scrying, requires me to charge a black mirror before I can use it for the work. This usually takes about a week and the black mirror has to be charged daily. From my experience I know I have to charge the black mirror daily and longer the better and if I stop charging the mirror or I don't use it for a long time, the effects will fade and I will not be able to use the black mirror properly anymore. From your perspective the PSI energy itself doesn't fade from the mirror, so how would you explain why the mirror cannot be used after being left unused for a long time?

From my other article Psychic Matrix:
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Consciousness produced by the brain is an abstraction of physical and chemical reactions. There exists a higher-dimensional(abstract) field associated with the brain. The higher-dimensional structure is a superset of physical dimensions. Since this field is ssociated with the physical dimensions that make up a person’s brain, it has access to information contained in a person’s brain(this includes neural paths and experiences generated). This access makes it so it can exert a force to manipulate a person’s brain thereby creating new experiences physically and/or it can have experiences and have access to physical experiences. There exists a typical mutual interaction between that structure and experiences generated by a person’s body that mirrors it. Since that higher-dimension has phenomenological qualities(qualities that pertain to experience), I call it psychic. The word  physical refers to any abstraction that necessarily at minimum has to be defined by coordinates of space and time whether it be discrete or a range. The experiential/psychic properties of that entity are what is amplified, and a few key differences between physical energy and psychic energy allow for this.

There are a few differences between physical energy and psychic energy that allows something like this to work efficiently. The key difference I will discuss first is the difference between physical forms of energy and psychic forms of energy concerning entropy. Psychic energy does not inherently undergo entropic processes(unless you intend, expect, or believe that it behaves that way), or another way of describing it is that it does not become inherently disordered relative to displacement; that implies that the “work” that can be done does not decrease with each recursion. Things analogous to entropy on this level are expectations and intentions that interfere and cause disorder. Since it is not entropic, it does not dissipate and spread out as a result of being displaced.

For example, if you have your black mirror hanging on a wall somewhere and people think that it is just a mirror, their implicit expectations of it being just a mirror will have the same effect on it as entropically losing energy. If buffered it against the expectations and intentions of others and made it so it couldn't be accidentally changed by your intentions or expectations, it would solve that issue. Think of it as making something "private" where attributes of it can only be changed by the intended functionality of whatever it is. 

As far as "types" of energy, without empirical justification, that is getting into Metaphysics, and I really have no patience for that nowadays.

I suggest watching this video:
Noether’s Theorem and The Symmetries of Reality


I usually have the mirror hidden, however I use it only in rare cases (for example when I need to show a spirit or an event to a third person and they are not suggestible to go with a somnambulic trance). Maybe the problem is that I unconsciously expect it to be discharged?


Will check on the video later :).

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Body Energy Arts / Re: Empty Force - Kong Jing
« on: July 02, 2018, 07:29:38 AM »
Just wanted to thank the posters for an interesting read on a topic
that I've experienced while in China. 

The theories put forth were quite interesting backing
up many of the things  we did there, but not explained as deeply.

The focus was on the practice itself,
kong jin, part of the over all practice not the main point of the practice.

Cool :). Might be interesting to hear about your experiences, if you are willing to share :).

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Hello and Goodbye / Re: Hello from the past
« on: July 02, 2018, 07:28:15 AM »
Anyone still around from the late 90's? (MS's old site and message boards, etc?)

I doubt anyone will read this from then and I've only kept in touch with Son Goku, but I hope everyone has been well... the 20ish years have flown by but I'll never forget that these were the first communities where I actually felt like I belonged.
By Son Goku do you mean kakkarot (Steve) or somebody else? Well, I am one of the newcomers, but hey, welcome back :cow:

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Psionics / Re: Psi Energy is Not Conserved
« on: July 02, 2018, 07:25:40 AM »
Psi Energy is Not Conserved
I am not sure now whether the PSI energy you are referring in the article is different from the energy I am using, so that might be the culprit, but bear with me.

One of my practices, specifically scrying, requires me to charge a black mirror before I can use it for the work. This usually takes about a week and the black mirror has to be charged daily. From my experience I know I have to charge the black mirror daily and longer the better and if I stop charging the mirror or I don't use it for a long time, the effects will fade and I will not be able to use the black mirror properly anymore. From your perspective the PSI energy itself doesn't fade from the mirror, so how would you explain why the mirror cannot be used after being left unused for a long time?

I have always taken it as the example you have mentioned in your article. About the hot coffee cooling down as the energy transfers outside the cup. (Or as a balloon filled with helium with helium slowly escaping the balloon).

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My guard had been here several lifetimes
OK, could you give a little bit more detail on your guard? How do you know about the guard, what exactly does the guard do and what do you want to achieve?

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