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The Cafeteria / Re: Age old questions.. A/S/L
« on: April 17, 2007, 06:50:28 AM »
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Main Hall / Re: personal achievement of sephirots
« on: April 17, 2007, 06:17:08 AM »
"though when you mention the meds that you were on at one point or another, I'm left leaning towards a chemical/biological cause for your experiences."

its not a chemical imbalance when shit comes true

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Main Hall / Re: personal achievement of sephirots
« on: April 12, 2007, 08:38:34 PM »
mmmmmmmmmmmmkoy.

again i really have verry little knowledge, but my experiences with prophacies were not the same as why i was commited

thanks.

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The Cafeteria / Re: Members Pics!
« on: April 10, 2007, 12:18:27 AM »
0MF6 101 1T5 J3593R4D0!!!11!!!!1 ^_^


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Main Hall / Re: personal achievement of sephirots
« on: April 10, 2007, 12:05:27 AM »
ive just relooked over something and realised i havnt been to the highest sephirot, and that claiming so is utterly stupid.

i may have instead been to Tipheret, the power of creation, or perhaps Chesed, the power of vision, haveing seen all that shit

my bad, god im a n00b

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Main Hall / personal achievement of sephirots
« on: April 09, 2007, 11:46:40 PM »
this is less a theoretical discussion and more and question about personal achievement so i thought it might be suited to the main hall.

has anyone here ever found themself in the sephirot of keter? Divine Plan/Creator/infinite light and all that.

i think ive been there once when i was insane and incarcerated in a psych ward, and i know i got there from binah because i had just broken down over my past actions and asked for forgiveness. not sure about the rest of the path, i was unaware of kabalistic theory at the time.

that night a white light appeared to me as i was going to sleep and shined into my mental vision for about half an hour, then it stopped and i went to sleep. that nights dreams were all prophacies. im reasonably certian it was the light of god and that i had reached a level where i was worthy of being shown certain things.

the prophacy showed me that i would be able to harnes my creative power and give one of my friends dreams that i could alter to my will. surely the next day this came to pass, and i was indeed able to do so.

this dream came for my friend months and months afterward, when i had forgotten about the intire thing, but his mentioning sparked my memory and i was able to discuss details of it my friend had experienced, this scared him a bit because he hadnt mentioned the things i identified.

the next night i had more prophacies. theyve all come to pass, and i can feel it as well as remember it when they're doing so. they spanned a period of about 7 months in total.

antipsychotic medication effectively killed any past abilites i had, which i feel is for the better because most of them were really affecting my quality of life. i most likely slipped back down the sephirots due to the fact i had no knowledge of them and the process was intirely fluid and unplanned.

this of course is all my understanding and might be disproven by someone with greater knowledge of kaballah. i do think however it is possible to reach the highest sephirot without knowing it, the stage at which man gains partial connection with god, and things like prophacies and creative powers come about.

this isnt me makeing stuff up either, im trying to understand this, not sound like some hardcore psycic. my residance at the highest sepirot was short and sweet, and i had to go insane to get there, and its not something im still apart of. i feel its a process of personal discovery and judgement which gets you there, one that you cant just decide on doing.

iv never believed in god, but im starting to, based on past experience

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Spirituality / Re: Question on the power of belief.
« on: April 09, 2007, 10:20:35 PM »
if you believe something, it will become true, in the fullest sence of the word

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Magick / Re: manufactureing runes
« on: April 09, 2007, 10:03:38 PM »
i said ALSO somekind of kabalistic thing, im looking to make this shit pretty charged

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Magick / Re: manufactureing runes
« on: April 09, 2007, 07:10:06 AM »
to elaborate is there somesort of runic ritual i could use and maby also somekind of kabalistic angel i could call on too for some extra beef? im not sure how to go about these things

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Magick / manufactureing runes
« on: April 09, 2007, 06:54:01 AM »
i'm interested in makeing some runes to carry with me out of some stones i have that would look great.
im not sure if this alone is enough to make them have any power.
is there somesort of ritual or energy work i should carry out on the stones to help them have the desired effect of the rune enscribed on them?
im new to runic magick and have no idea.
its something id like to embrace because i feel its a part of my heratige being half swedish

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Body Energy Arts / floating / flying
« on: March 07, 2004, 06:38:09 PM »
"anything is possible..given the right amount of training and determination to achieve the goal"

Wrong. This kind of thinking only works for retards, because only a retard thinks a quote that basically implys a walking pile of hydrocarbons with conciousness can defy gravity has any validity beyond their own imagination. You want to defy/bend gravity? You go and you fuck around with some uberstrong fringe science electronics. Not "the right amount of training and determination". An impossobility wont become a posibility by wasteing time trying to make it happen.

"is there a way to overcome gravity"

No.
Not yet, anyhow. But that answer lies in technology, not physical effort on your behalf.

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Magick / blood magick
« on: March 07, 2004, 06:21:07 PM »
"WOOOH! OVERKILL!  If you want something done right, just get a BIGASS weapon, and keep hitting it 'till metaphysical limbs fly! WAHAHAHA *swings huge battery-powered chainsaw around* "

you're danm right. and you have to say "BOO-YAH!" afterwards.

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Magick / blood magick
« on: March 06, 2004, 05:09:05 AM »
I have an idea, make a big fuck-off sword, like i did, with a beltsander and shit, then drill a series of holes along the back *sword being one sided* and thread a bigass amount of coppper wire through them all and back, then connect it to a car battery in a backpack and like, enchant it and shit, and like cut some ghosts the fuck up! electrical field style!

BOO-YAH!

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Spirituality / Ghost help (don't chew me out)
« on: March 06, 2004, 05:05:49 AM »
I have an idea, make a big fuck-off sword, like i did, with a beltsander and shit, then drill a series of holes along the back *sword being one sided* and thread a bigass amount of coppper wire through them all and back, then connect it to a car battery in a backpack and like, cut some ghosts the fuck up! electrical field style!

BOO-YAH!

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Psionics / Creatures
« on: March 06, 2004, 04:58:43 AM »
I would be a...

uh..





Animals suck! i would be a guy with a big fuck-off mech suit from matrix revolutions!

guns are cool.

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