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Psionics / ability lapse
« on: December 24, 2005, 04:48:49 AM »
 :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek:

been so long since ive seen veritas...had to follow like 4 links to get this like the 3rd-4th reincarnation of it or something???

anyway, like i said, its been awhile since ive been on veritas (almost 2 years), been away studying, so forgive me if this has been discussed before.

Over the past week or two ive only been able to train for about an hour a day. I expected some decline in abilities there, but strangely there wasnt (not normal for me, and change in training schedule and i lose so much). What is strange, however, is that now i have started back on schedule, and it seems the more i train, the weaker things are getting, and the more focus they require. anyone been through this before, or got any ideas?

The Cafeteria / would you take the million doller chalenge??
« on: July 06, 2004, 06:43:16 AM »
Wow, i have never seen someone so closed minded. But on the other hand it isn't my place to judge people.

Ok, you said your self that you are athiest. By definition (as stated in a thread in the spirituality forum, which i don't have time to quote) that means you do not believe in God, but that doesn't mean you don't believe in something. So, what do you believe? Do you believe that science has the answer to everything, and that you can only believe the things you see?

If that is where you stand (and i'm not say it is, i'm saying 'if') well then i hate to tell you this, but your wrong. Science doesn't have the answer to everything.

You stated earlier that scientists in the 'real' world have moved on from ESP and supernatural and parnormal events, yet i have been seeing a large increase in the number of documenteries on t.v. (discovery, nat. geo.), the internet, and books (not nessecerly doing tests, but atleast showing that they HAVE NOT just passed it by and left it).

Ok, i have said i should not judge you, but how can you come in here claiming to want to 'enlighten us' yet immedditatly call us ALL either liars/fruads or dilusional and expect us NOT to oppose strongly. You give absolutely NO proof of ANYTHING you say, yet expect us to give you a little demonstration (or atleast thats what it would take to convince you) (EDIT: i take that back, i'm am convinced that you are worse than what we have coined a DBZ'er and cannot be convinced), or loads of info that you could find and research youself.  

Also, thru out this entire conversation, you ONLY veiw-point (when trying to give demonstrations or tests has been that there is no force helping us do things. To be a true sceptic, you ALSO have to look at it like there is a force. *NOTE* i am not saying that is the only way you must look at it.

Now, i would like to go back and make another small comment about the liar/dillusional thing. I admit that some of us here *ARE* liars, and they lie to boost there ego. Not everyone is though. And although im sure many here are dellusional, everyone has dellusions. It's a fact that 3/5 people in the world have/will have a mental illness (illness being anything from something like dislexia to scitzofrenia). And i'm sure you could put up a good argument that EVERYONE here suffers from a mental disease (hhhmmm...i might want to try that...) but there would be no real proof. What if we are ahead of the world? What if we have come to accept what will be accepted thru-out humanity in the next 1000 years?

One more thing. What is so hard to believe that there is an energy that exists? One that we can manipulate thru strong mental training and disipline. We, as humans, can regenerate body parts (for now only from the last knuckle on the finger to the tip of the finger, but evolution and science are changing that), we have invented teleportation (although at the moment we can only teleport something that is already in the form of light, and only a short distance). We have risen up from being undeveloped mammals and mere fighting to survive to ruling the planet (although now we fight amongst each other as a speices), and now we are extending to space. We have done amazing things with our minds. What to say we can't do just one more?

Sorry, i'd keep ranting, but my parents are home.

Other / How to achieve emptyness of mind?
« on: June 30, 2004, 12:58:29 AM »
Its not that hard really. But it does take some time, and more importantly 'regularity.' Firstly, start off by relaxing your body. Secondly, establish a good rhythm with your breathing, it affects your mental state, your breath. Just passively observe your natural breath. After that, focus on a word, a mantra, and keep at it until its the only thing you are focussing on. Don't try to forcefully do this, it will only fail.

Listen to silver_archer. I would say listen to Apoc too, but i haven't read the Qi gong articles. I used to have that same problem becuase i can hold atleast 2 concious trains of thought at once. So i'll be counting, usually be remembering  a song and trying to 'hear' it (like how some people try to focus on something until they see it while meditating), and sometimes i'll also be thinking about my school work/girl friend/dinner/ways to annoy sister. The best thing to do is just meditate frequently, whether you can do it really good or not. The more you do it the better/easier it will become.

The Cafeteria / !!anounc!ment!!!omgomoglolomgbbq!!!11read!1!1!
« on: June 30, 2004, 12:48:04 AM »
You know some of the t hings you included in this seem strangly like a cross between German and Spanish (for sentance structure)... What languages do you know (besides this and English)? Do you have this language memorized, or do you have to look at something you wrote down all the time?

The Cafeteria / I.q.
« on: June 30, 2004, 12:35:39 AM »
Actually killthedream, the world average is 98 (i can't help proving people wrong), which is lower than it used to be (OH NO WE ARE GETTING STUPIDER!!! Oh look a cow... :cow: )

i read somewhere that even though most people think that people who believe any of the crap about psi, chi, ESP, magick, etc. are dumber, it's usually that we are the smarter ones. If thats true i would hate seeing 'normal' (not really such a thing) peoples I.Q. scores.

The Cafeteria / I.q.
« on: June 29, 2004, 01:31:35 AM »
justin, your IQ score is 141

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you a Complex Intellectual. This means you are highly intelligent and have extraordinarily strong verbal and math skills. Compared to others you are a highly conceptual and complex thinker and are able to understand information in an abstract form. You also show great attention to detail. In fact, it's hard to find something you're not good at.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of a Complex Intellectual? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you a Complex Intellectual. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

Thats an exact quote of what the site said. If you still don't believe me, i can go back through and do it again and right down my answers to them so i can PM to you.

I agree with Lightlink though (ironicly because i started this thread). I.Q. tests don't really mean that much. Whether they are timed or not, they still don't mean too much. I have seen complete morons get pretty good scores (120-130), and really smart people get average scores (around 100-110) Today i am finding that alot of people are really smart, they just want to be idiots, and in return the less 'intelligent' kids seem smarter.

The Cafeteria / I.q.
« on: June 28, 2004, 03:29:58 AM »
Ok i know some ppl think I.Q. doesn't mean anything (i sometimes agree), but i jsut took a test and want to brag.

My Score: 141
Age: 14
Site: Super IQ test (and some other site, cant remember)

Whats your scores?? (im psyched right now cause mine is better than both of my parents scores, and most of my teachers (hope they burn in hell over summer))

Magick / Summoning Spirits
« on: June 27, 2004, 03:57:26 AM »
What exacitaly is the veritas chatroom?? i have tried looking around the site for the name of it on mIRC (it's on that right?) but can't find it, or if i have no one is ever on.

Other / At the Beginning of Time
« on: June 27, 2004, 03:47:24 AM »
L.A ??!! You should be congratulated. The only thing i have been able to do about this problem is to use the distractions to my advantage. I make it a task to focus my mind on and to ignore these distractions. Bad part is i have to wait untill about 10pm cause my parents don't know what personal space is (if im in my room, they just feel they can barge in, and they have a spare key so i can't lock the door), and they can't seem to stay out of the room i'm in. At 10pm, if i get into my room by then, they think im asleep so all i have to do is focus my mind and use the distractions as a type of training.

Magick / Conjuration
« on: June 27, 2004, 03:09:30 AM »
Anyways, most sources say that it isn't something to screw with

By that i meant that it's supposed to be dangerous (the evocation parts, which deal with summoning angels/demons) because supposedly if you dont dispel (banish) it afterwards it COULD mess you up if left too long. Atleast thats what i read.

The only 'safer sounding' rituals i have found are crap like "make someone fall in love with you", or "summon (insert chosen unreal, powerful demon type name) to give you ultimate power". I havent been able to locate too many good magick sites that don't focus solely on direct magick. Thats why i was asking for someone to post a basic ritual format for Enochian magick or some other type of summoning/conjuration magick/ritual. That way i could get an idea of what to do (im not to into ritual magick, but i need it right now) and make my own ritual.

Other / At the Beginning of Time
« on: June 26, 2004, 10:21:11 AM »
Yeah Kak, that does seem like common sense, but there is a problem. I live on a small island where the closest open space is about 15 miles away, and inbetween here and there are hundreds of ignorant greeks/cypriots/turks, and if any of them saw me meditating, or anything else, i'd probably be shot. The adults here can't grasp too much that they can't see, but the kids/teens are pretty open (heck i know a bunch that practice witchcraft) but they have pretty much the same problem.

Magick / Conjuration
« on: June 26, 2004, 01:36:35 AM »
Yeah, sorry i meant evocation. Ok, ill lokk through some of that, but yesterday i was looking at Enochian, and found alot of material on it, but on each site it was part good, part crap, and part who knows what...Anyways, most sources say that it isn't something to screw with, so could some post a BASIC ritual or method that i can adapt to so i dont mess anything up? That, and/or atleast give some GOOD sites for Enochian or any other good magick/conjuration sites?

Magick / Conjuration
« on: June 25, 2004, 03:51:35 AM »
As of now, i am looking for material on the internet (so dont yell at me to do some searching), but i'm still sorting through fluff. Does anyone have sites, comments, methods, articles, etc. on conjuration (which I assume is the same as envocation)? I'll take a wild guess. I should look into Enochian right?

Psionics / Questions~Please Reply
« on: June 22, 2004, 04:23:42 AM »
Ok, i have two questions, but there isn't much of a point in wasting space with two threads.

1) Is it possible that people can see arua's (unnconciously), but it is proccessed by the sub- and unconcious (sp?) mind? I thought of this because whenever i meet someone, anyone, i get similar reactions from them, and people generally take to me the same way. Also, because of how i look, you would think most people would take me as a tough person (broad shoulders, tall, large in general), someone who would push people around (and i have been treated like that by a very few, but only for a short time). Strangly people dont react to me like that. People seem to get attacted to me very quickly (not as in atraction, but just as a good friend). Half the time i meet a person, about 20 minutes (seriously) later they are tell me these secrets that they havent told anyone before. When i first started talking to this girl when i moved here, it only took two weeks for her to admit that she and her best friend studied (and probably practiced) witchcraft. I had suspected her best friend did, but not her, and there is no way she could have know i knew, or that i did too (well not magic, but you get the idea). Could this be because they can unconciously see my arua and therefore see what kind of person i am?

2) The second deals with emotion. I frequently have my dad angry at me because he has a very short temper, and he just doesnt like me too much. On occasions, after he has been yelling at me enough and my anger builds up, i get a sudden surge of power. Not like self-confidence power, or rage type power, psionic energy type power. The minute i release my anger i feel psi (or maybe chi?) fill every part of my body, and it radiates off. I didnt pay much attention too it, but i could tell lbecause of how he was taken back. From the after effect of it, it felt like when you (saying you aren't empathic in the slightest way) walk into a room, and without seeing anyone or anything, you can tell someone it extremely anger, sad, depressed, ect. Saying that, could strong emotions influence 'strength' of psi?


Hello and Goodbye / Seeing Ki(chi, qi)?
« on: June 22, 2004, 04:04:26 AM »
My results:

Root: open (31%)
Sacral: under-active (6%)
Navel: open (19%)
Heart: open (19%)
Throat: under-active (0%)
Third Eye: open (38%)
Crown: open (63%)
I agree with TheFlameOfGod, this does seem a bit fluffy, but surprisingly the results match my personality (althought it is kind of vague and could match multiple people).

TheFlameOfGod: (if this is real and not all fluff) No, you wouldnt be a natural. This is hard for me to think of an example right now, but lets say a person, well say john, is really strong. He has the strength, but he grew up with people walking all over him, so he doesnt have a lot of self-esteem. Because of this, he doesn't realize he has this strength, he can't use it, so he sees himself as a weak person. This wasn't a good example, but you should get the idea.

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