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Title: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on May 17, 2018, 12:20:22 PM
my guard seems to be around me making sure i dont use my powers,not do things which would help my situation(problems with health,liver dehydration,left nerve knee damage,sofia also has health problem liver dehydration,thyroid ),making math not as easy as it should be(i have a feeling i can be very good at math),me and guards contact could better,this soul dont share things with me which i should know

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me
guard
sofia

Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on June 09, 2018, 06:05:18 PM
I throw up everyday
Liver
Knee nerve
Sofia also throws up
Liver
Heart
Kidney
Blod pres
Thyroid
I get no medications Sofia only 2 blood pres thyroid
Bad doctors vets kill us when I know what is wrong nothing gets done about it
Sit is getting worse
I tried contacting spirits for help
I tried astral travel to quit staying in a body that hurt
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: Akenu on June 11, 2018, 02:10:34 AM
Hmmm, are you talking about a dog? (vet doctors, etc)?
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on June 14, 2018, 08:36:51 PM
Cat
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: Akenu on June 15, 2018, 01:45:13 AM
Cat
Ah, so your cat's named Sofia and you believe she is some sort of a guardian?
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on June 18, 2018, 04:11:49 AM
I have Sofia my cat
I have a guard which is keeping me from using powers
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: Akenu on June 18, 2018, 12:52:26 PM
I have Sofia my cat
I have a guard which is keeping me from using powers
Ah, ok, these are separate.
Anyway, the concept of the guardian is not new. Similar concept to what you've mentioned appears in Thelema as HGA (High Guardian Angel) and in Chaos Magick as Psychic Censor.
Out of curiosity, how old is your cat?
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on June 25, 2018, 03:56:41 PM
Sofia 2002 August
Anna 1992 February
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on June 25, 2018, 03:59:30 PM
My guard had been here several lifetimes
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: Akenu on July 02, 2018, 07:13:02 AM
My guard had been here several lifetimes
OK, could you give a little bit more detail on your guard? How do you know about the guard, what exactly does the guard do and what do you want to achieve?
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on July 03, 2018, 07:23:52 PM
I have sensed the guard
The guard has been with me several lifetimes

The guard has more power than me I can't use my powers when guard does not want me to
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on July 03, 2018, 07:26:13 PM
I want to know more about guard myself sofia
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: Akenu on July 04, 2018, 02:12:50 AM
I want to know more about guard myself sofia
OK. Have you checked the HGA or Psychic Censor I have mentioned before?
Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on September 06, 2018, 06:52:07 PM
In not getting health no Sofia
Med say come bak in 2 Mont

Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on November 07, 2018, 12:16:36 PM
I know guard is here
I desire progress

Government forces med for a diagnos I don't have
I have lived 26 years same place
Government harassed since I was 16
I can't leav
Biological father mother no generous
I don't want to live here
I don't want to live somewhere with med
I want to leave never come back

Sofia need med everyday to live
I need liver med have no get

Now I should have
I need med

I would love to leave place never come bak
I only take 2 with me
Sofia
Guard

Guard is genius
I have genius ideas very often

I have kept myself from boredom
I'm starting to feel a bit bored
I want something lifechangening
I only want to be with Leo's taurus scorpio aquarius
I don't give a fuck what the rest does

I definitely have to be with generous other

I have though play pok
Get massive money

There are many places I could be
I do now get the  idea that I should not
I should go with my guard somewhere where we can be alone
I would have his own babies
No other babies
My babies
His babies
Sofia

He is passive now
I can't do anything with my life now

I sure can higher my iq to higest there is

I can function intelegens
I love my body
I love my cat
I love myself

I don't eat enough
I don't get out of the house I can't leave
The apartment is to small train
I get no sun very important when you have liver disease

I can't take care of my body
I don't get med

I don't like the thought of death
I'm a soul

So I leav my body find another
Same with sofia

I usually don't find others attractive
I find others dangerous
Many are no generus
Have sex
Their slutty in a way which I don't like
I love scorpio sluttiness
Not most Scorpios
Real scorpio

I have seen something with me I lov
I'm in very bad situation which is no going to get better




Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on November 07, 2018, 12:54:52 PM

Goverment gives money biological father mother takes to rent me eat
I don't even want to live here
Sofia need medication everyday to survive
I don't eat what I should
I don't sun
I don't train
Liver
Government harass me I can go out

I have got a idea that guard should do something
He can do something
He is capable
He is with me 24 7
If he want me to go with him I go with him

He is passive
He let others use me
He does not do anything
He knows i want him to take me with him

He knows i want to go somewhere  where I will never be found
He knows i want him to take care of my health
He knows i would have his babies if he desired

He deserve better
He knows it

He treats me very well

I don't want to pay tax in a place where others abort
I never liked where I live
I don't like them which lives here

Think of a beautiful vampire living with society
Society tries to eat vampire
Vampire have to be with other vampire
Society is dangerous

The vampire would have to move outside society

The world is better place if vampire never show herself
There has to be places for vampires

I guess I don't care if society has abortions
Allow me to have as many babies I want
Stay the fuck away from guards  raising abilities


I can't be part living in society





Title: Re: i have a gaurd that makes sure i dont use my powers in a controled manner
Post by: cherubface on November 07, 2018, 01:09:07 PM
If you have the taste of having an abortion
You pay for it

Not me
I don't like you